Scofield

Truth?

2010-03-03T01:54:00.003+08:00

I don't know what have been going on with me for these days.
I don't know how to put it to words.
I don't know what's the truth and what is not.
I don't know how things turned out this way.
How could this happen to me :|
I'm sick of my life, seriously.
For everything i seek for the truth.
Its no use lying cause the bitter truth is still the best.
I don't know what else to say :\
i'm so devastated, ha.
I'm still lost, in which i have to pick
* A life of happiness
OR
* A life of meaning;
we all can't have both.
I'm lost once again, please guide me home now. :(

hair~

2010-01-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

woohoo~
its time to post again guess
hmm i got my haircut at like ehh saturday?
before school started
was kinda fun at school :D
today went out with Joyce, Feng Jie and Joel
went to serangoon mac 1st then went to bishan then joel had to go off
then went taking 53 loop back to serangoon and home~
really tired now
i guess i should be sleeping now instead of blogging lol!
lastly, lets see my new hairstyle shall we? credits to :Joyce; camera woman and Joel; phone's owner.

a day out :D

2010-01-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

woo has been a long time since i last posted eh?
hmm lets see what is the changes so far
i got my iphone, yea with anti glare screen protector finally
hmm got my mp3 sony walkman like long ago :x love it :D
hmm nothing much la actually
just now went to amk with gj to do his things
then my phone rang, wow?
i was shocked to see who called me HAHA!
ok la hmm then went over to meet S.
sorry uh gj ps you :\
hmm S wanted to eat as she was hungry
but she's kinda sick TOO like me lol!
yet still eating spicy and cold stuff
like i did too :\
and the guy too away my fork i got nothing to eat
the fries with
so only S had the fork :x
so we ate the fries with that 1 fork
S was so kind to feed me every fries with mayo :D
hahaha thanks S! :D
then yea off we go~ :D
hohoho
i don't know what else to post about :\

To my dearest Angel;
i didn't forget what you have today,
its just that i didn't even realise its Sunday today :\
so just don't anyhow think k? hahaha
i'm rally touched when you remember i said i want to buy iphone
cause it really long ago :]
all the words that i said, i meant it,
and i will strive for what you asked me to do
i'll try to get to poly for you,
next week we must meet! :]
i'll be waiting to meet you
i'm dying to hear your voice
i'm dying to see your beautiful face
my heart is screaming out of me saying it wants you
you stole my heart, i will steal yours too :]
march we will get our couple contact lens :]
can't wait hahaha
i hope what i have been waiting all along
will finally come true :D
nights all
school tomorrow, gotta start working hard.

post 109!

2009-12-01T21:35:00.010+08:00

POST 109! hahaha!
my fav number :p
alright lets begin, erm
today didn't went school
as i had a really bad stomach ache :\
it got better haha
went out with mum to plaza sing to catch 2012
woo the show is quite nice eh hahaha
i love the song time for miracles! hahaha
even though i got it before i seen the movie :p
hmm and as some of you know i got a new pet kitten!
and haha finally today she's gonna show up! hahah
enjoy the pictures! :]

thats all for now! hahaha
i love the last picture alot though
looks really cute and innocent! hahaha

stress!

2009-11-27T01:14:00.004+08:00

wahaha
getting more stressful
as day passes by
nearer to end of school
which is good but stressful
presentation and stuffs, zzz
today was suppose to hand in high res
i chiong all the way then my rendering got error
says what not enough memory for "sun01"?
then i ask "someone" still say
"now then you come to me saying you lighting has error,
there's nothing i can do about it." wtf?
please la you higher rank than the whole class leh
you know what i mean la, you still say can't help?
then what for have that rank?
if you don't help students then who help us?
today need do high res of course today then render la
then cannot meh? got wrong? cannot help?
aiya this just tell me, teacher all sucks la
SUCKS TO THE CORE!
i rather not be on anyone side now
i would rather help others transfer comp then looking
at your stupid face anymore la.
morning so good mood
then afternoon what?, pms? then suddenly shout here and there
zzzz stupid la.
so stress and diasppointed,
got reason 1 all of these.
yet gotta bottle all of it up.
this 1 i also don't care about that person
so i rather not bottle this 1 up
who gives a shit! :|

and one more thing~
i wish my princess,ALICIA
will come back asap!!
:c i miss her alot alot!!
come back next month come back k?
i will be waiting for you! :D
take care there. always missing you.
and to my ANGEL,
i hope you will be back next week,
i know you might not be reading this
but well... i just don't know what else to say
you should know everything le ba hahaha.
take care too.

back!

2009-11-13T23:28:00.006+08:00

woops sorry for not posting for awhile
i went mia-ing :p
only some people knew where i gone to
but who cares anyway
i met my angel!! :D
she looked so lovely :D
sorry to say that there's no picture :p
even if i have theres no need to show hahaha!

i love the pictures~ :D (if there's any :x)
and here's a story, just a random one

When i'm lonely I always would want to hear to your voice so that I
will just feel so much better hearing and i believe that you would love
to make people happy, I'm sure lots of people around you admire you,
and some even think that you were so good that they called you Angel.

shall not say what happen while i'm mia-ing too :p
might not be good anyway hahaha
or it might be the best! :D
take care people.

Counter strike!

2009-11-07T01:41:00.004+08:00

Hello guys~
back to blog again hhaahah
recently have been really busy
school sucks, shall not elaborate on that
anyways i started play back CS:S
:D wanted back there.

guess "-PuRe-Scofield!!!™" is back in the team guys!
hahaha i'm lucky to have loyal clan mates though
like st3alth? eric? vengen? there's still some
well i can't probably list them all right hahah!
eric made this spray, i think its really nice
and what is on that is real ok :x
Main leader :D
so good to be back

i would say that my skill has been rusty :\
spent afew days to brushed it up
and now its as good as new :D
killing people as normal
getting all headshots!

starting it was all with desert eagle

then after that it began to spread and ownage! :p
now using awp to really kick some ass :D

love this gun the most though hhaha
ok anyway, its really late
maybe i should get some rest :D
nights guys~

aviator

2009-10-25T01:50:00.005+08:00

today was rotting at home
was thinking to go to amk hub
to change gj's headset
but change of plan near in the afternoon
went to joseph house
to take dynasty warrior 5
and wwe 2010 into my psp :D
after that went home and went out again
went to vivo with mum
super alot people :\
bought myself a aviator! :D
i almost got this one

but well i changed my mind ang get myself

with some white on the frame :D
after that went to candy empire!
i got myself a jelly bean. i love it.

and finally, to someone,
I'm sorry about today
i should have message you earlier.
we could have met.
its my fault.
i'm sorry i was late,
i'm sorry i can't be perfectly on time
i'm sorry for everything.
we shall meet one day.
you know who you are,
its my fault, i'm sorry...

lose :c

2009-10-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

just finished playing bowling with KAHHWEE
all i got to say is I LOSE
SHE WINS. lastly look at her :x she's on the right.

sucks!

2009-10-16T23:20:00.003+08:00

today rot at home again!
woke up early in the morning
get ready and went to school
asked weide where is the class
but he didn't go school
called siew yong, no answer =,=
called shafiz, also no answer
after awhile shafiz called back
told me there is no lesson for the day
went back home, had breafast at mac with mum
then home~ and rot rot rot
till night went to hgm
had my dinner at ljs
and home again. :D rot again lol!
sucks eh? :\
ok on to the next part :D

❤-ALICIA-❤
you should be seeing this by now i guess :p
she is a type of girl that would be
every guy's dream girl! hahahaha
but no joke yea,
she's kind, pretty!, caring,
cute and everything man! i'm lost for words now :x
she's a girl which i can't find flaws :]
even though she said that her friend complaint to her
about sleeping while sms-ing, i don't find that bad at all
that do happen if we're tired right hahaha
and well Alicia, you got to remember what i promised you uh
i will remember what you promised me :]
it will forever stick into my mind.

happy!

2009-10-15T21:07:00.005+08:00

hey guys
sorry i didn't post the past few days
has been really busy
now school reopen was sucks :x
btw i would like to say thank you
to all the people who wished me yesterday,
so thank you ;
ALICIA, Claire, Fadhilla, Daniel, Priscilla, Andy, Wayne, Jun Han, Guo Jie, Ong Wei Jie, Jeunesse, Afiq, Faezah, Jin Tian, Yok Chan, Weide, Ong Jie, Wei Shan, Guo Ming, Emily, and some more ahaha sorry if i didn't remember who elsed wished me hhahaha. thanks to the 7 people who gave me the enjoyable birthday yesterday, daniel, claire, priscilla, andy, wayne, guo jie, jun han. and thanks for the present guys :D really love it. :]
happy happy :p
today skipped school, was feeling sick, and really tired too :\
well i will be at school tomorrow anyway haha
good night readers! :D

what happen?

2009-10-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

woo i'm back haha
today school as pernormal
go back laugh laugh then go home :\
well but its fun to be around friend :D
i don't know how many nights have i been sleepless
really sucks :\
bad eye circles
still can't sleep
eat so little
and finally good bye to my gold hair
back to black and alittle short
went to cut hair at jean yip
ain't that bad anyway hahaha
"I've thrown my words all around
but I can't give you a reason,
i saw a word which is made up of L.O.V.E
just another word i can't seem to pronounce."

rot~

2009-10-11T22:21:00.004+08:00

today was left to rot at home again
zzz really bored of it already
but think about tomorrow,
the start of school, more bored uh :\
today sit at home whole day and rot~
and sms with ALICIA! my assistant hahaha
guo jie asked me to go get my chain fixed
was having a stomach ache so i rejected
but after awhile it was ok
wanted to get it fixed but guo jie had other plans
so yea didn't get it fixed today haha
and yea will continue to rot for now~
gonna chat with ALICIA too hahaha
and maybe sleep early today.
ow yea, btw
i didn't change the skin like everyday
cause i realised that this skin
THIS SKIN, is special :]
someone should know why though.
so i will keep it :D
nights!

accident.

2009-10-11T06:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday was rotting at home~
as usual haha
till talked to guo jie on msn
decided to go out to cycle
cycled to some places
sms while cycling hhaha!
after cycling headed home
gone different way then guo jie
was at the road between peicai
and sgss when my bike chain went off
haha what a bad thing to happen a?
some "accident" happened
i'm glad to be ok anyway haha
police car passed by a few times, hack care me
i pushed my bike under a block to get a clearer
view of my bike, the police or should i say cid
came to screen me, well yea sucks
pushed bike again slowly
another police car came, screened again,zz
but more guai lan, what's with "hey boy"
and the finger action for come here
hello? people is injure be considerate =.=
well in anyway i'm fine though hahaha
have not been sleeping well lately though
and by the way its not YOUR fault!
you got to remember :]
you know who you are.

2009-10-09T21:10:00.005+08:00

BOO~
Heehee. Hero decided to change his blogskin today and because too many skins catch his eyes, he wanted to change a skin a day :x Hohohoo.. That's very ambitious uh.
Anyway, I'm not the owner yo :D
ALICIA's here. His assistant. hahhahahahaaa..
Well, today Hero spent his afternoon rotting at home and chating with ALICIA, the powerpuff girl. HAHhHHAHHAHAHAH
Alright, that's all :D

I'm gotta poof*
See ya ^__<

Post-er for the day.

PS : ILOVEYOU GUYS! <---- Hero requested =D

Happy birthday Claire! :D

2009-10-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

sorry didn't post yesterday
was out to celebrate
Claire's birthday!
hahaha
we were suppose to meet at serangoon interchange
at 1pm, and said that if late 15 mins they will leave
they were late by 18mins :x
we reached 1st hahaha but its ok~
went to marina square
to catch a movie called surrogates or smth?
and arcade! hahaha
then we decided to go to singapore flyer~
after we went to singapore flyer we went to eat
at popeye, lots of chicken! hahaha
and went to somewhere to sit down and play poker
then bought cake for Claire
while she's away gone to the toilet and to get some drinks
ok then enough of talking, pictures time~
bare with it, it will be alot.

yoo

2009-10-04T23:06:00.005+08:00

welcome again readers :p
today rot at home again :x
well really bored
chat on msn all day long :\
i did play a game on psp
its really fun
the game name is Undead knights

its reall fun :D
just simply make an army of zombies :p
and kill! :D
went to sengkang just now to buy food :]
cousin came to house
trapped in room hahaha!
and here i am hmm bored again :\
tomorrow shall go out,
got 3 plans
i shall just go one :x hahaha!
toodles~

rotting at home

2009-10-03T19:37:00.005+08:00

hello again :]
can't sleep well
but i have no idea why
i slept at 4am,
accompany my nurse talk :p
slept at 4 and i woke up at 11
that was weird uh
i am really tired now :\
at 12+, zaki sms me to come out
but at last he disappear? =.=
waste my time lol!
today was just left to rot at home
no one wants to come out
really bored :\
well i hope things will change for me.

{edit.

another post

2009-10-02T23:55:00.001+08:00

hey guys :]
i'm back to post again haha
today was doing nothing
but dionna smsed me to go out with her
so well i go
there was dionna, her friend, joseph and me
went to play pool
haha nice game you guys :D
so bored now~
haha got so many things to say to someone
but well i just don't know how to put it into words
hmm i guess i just have to wait
till the time is right :D
i believe it will come some day hehe.

Revived?

2009-10-02T02:44:00.005+08:00

hey hey
guess my blog is revived hahaha
big credit to my bro
Joseph
helped me with this haha
really love it
guess i will be posting more often now
i guess :p
hehe
alot has happened recently though
currently waiting for joel
to come back to singapore~ :D
hahaha
thats all for now i guess :]
Take care.

hey

2009-07-31T13:44:00.001+08:00

hey whatsup guys :]

.

2009-07-23T13:13:00.001+08:00

Hi
test post~~
Bye.

sch?

2009-07-15T18:36:00.002+08:00

woohoo since i'm here i'll just post smth.
i just listen a nice song now its my blog song
though it cant be auto played
u can see it at the end of my blog :]
i love it, so i get a video with a lyrics
i love it coz i have a secret :x hahaha!
so i dont mind haha someday i'll just intro it :p
today sch is boring but fun at some parts
the jokes :x hahaha really nice :p
have a nice day u guys!

.

2009-07-09T17:44:00.002+08:00

Ok had to post smth :\
even though i know my blog is dead :p
today didnt went to sch
was sitting at home suffering :|
was sick for today. sore throat and flu.
went to sch ystd and got stopped for having 37.6 degree
they took my temperature 5 times
3/5 times taken was 37.6 :\
then finally the last 2 was 37.2 but i was ok
i wasn't sick or feel sick at all
but half way through the da in sch i felt sick :\
so what i conclude is i should have gone home right from the start :|
so i was so bored at home :\
but yea luckily had someone to msg to
really appericiate it :]
was playing monster hunter freedom unite from just now
kinda bored already of the game.

Right... i guess thats all :x
take care u guys
and drink plenty of water. :]

fucked up life

2009-06-01T17:49:00.003+08:00

haiz... life is so fucked up.
i dont get it.
y do my life suck so much?
currently have no mood.
stressed up with school works.
no mood to eat
no mood to smile
no mood to talk
no mood to drink
no mood to sleep
freaking no mood for anything.
life is so unfair
its certainly cruel.
how i wish i was dead.

Take care, people.
Live long and prosper.

Madeline handsome!

2009-04-22T18:21:00.015+08:00

★ She'll be your dancer tonight

Isn't she so cute?! Thats Madeline Handsome! So cute and handsome. =D

Todae Madeline handsome had napfa! o.o so unexpected lol while i am having pe =.=
Madeline handsome did sit and reach she was expecting 50 but was she got was a 61! congrats to Madeline Handsome! :D

Madeline handsome did incline pull up. she did 20! and she stopped as the metal bar was super hot.

So Madeline handsome was challanged by a guy to do situps. the guy bet that she cant do 50 situps in 1 minutes! BUT. the guy did 50 situps in 1 minutes and she did 55 situps in 50 sec! omg shameful luh to that guy =p

Madeline handsome was challanged again by the guy in shuttle run well obviously this 1 she lost. =\ if this section the guy lost lol! i would b laughing at that guy =x but nice try Madeline handsome! :D u have my support!

i hope she gets a gold! hahaha which i tink she did.

ok abt sch =\ pe was stupid =.= play till so rough 1 nvm still can take it =\ now mouth also blue black then on the inside like gt blood like that =.= dont know how explain la. also lazy take pic. but its fun la :D enjoyed. so have fun all!

2009-04-21T22:22:00.001+08:00

lol todae normal day again headed to sch =\ lol teacher kpkb me =.= also cannot do anything. then show them my work they lan lan then walk away =.= like wat she teachers now adays kpkb ppl without seeing their works then see liao nth say =.= stupid. but its ok la just doin their job =\ so bored!~

2009-04-21T01:58:00.003+08:00

wow nothing much to post todae. went to sch as usual then played l4d and some cs lol. l4d was kinda fun as my classmates just found out those hacks that can b used while i found out long ago =p but its still kinda fun to play arnd. well someone finally understand things that those friends did but i know u are not totally to b blamed well yea i dont haf much to say also. but its rather good to know then not to know right? those other friends dont know, haha they will never change coz they never find out their mistakes. and if u know mine tell it str8 to me. i wanna chg to a better man and i am changed coz i am trying to change to a better man.

much better!

2009-04-19T19:24:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL~ =]
went down just now follow mum buy stuffs
and i saw claire! haha said hi =\
then went to mac to buy food!
bought mcspicy to eat :D lovin it!
ow and y am i eating mac?
cause i am feeling much better todae!

♥ Feels good to be normal again!

jellybeans~

2009-04-19T02:41:00.002+08:00

ystd caught the movie fast & furious 4! woo was great haha love it =] but sadly i was sitting next to a small kid =.= dumb kid. went home like 12am this morning =| its nt my choice =p movie ended at 11.30 =/ i onli came online like now =/ just finish watching x-men origin: wolverine also wooo that moive is damn nice. gambit is damn cool when he was playing with the cards. but wolverine was domination =]. and jellybeans are loved!

friends? guess not

2009-04-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

to follow handsome's words i will try to post like everydae :D
well todae is a fked up day simply caused by my dear friends. i wonder y are they so kinda fked up. when we were in the same sch we were like so close but well after i got out of the sch it was a totally diff story. i treat them as a true friend as i hope they will too but i guess it was wrong. i didnt ignore u guys coz i took u guys as my friends, true friends. but i guess it was over. stay at home for the whole day like a pathetic kid, why? coz someone told me that we gonna watch movie todae but end up wat happened? that someone's mom didnt allow that someone to go out and that someone didnt even call to inform me. thats still ok but my group of friends went out to play bball? lol didnt even called me. and when i called wat did that person said? ow sorry i forget to call u. LOL? friends are forgotten so wats the use of having friends? i guess its over. my wish now is to b all alone. i dont wish to have those kind of friends in my life.

handsome

2009-04-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

WOO! the day has finally came! thursday. the day that most ppl have been waiting for. i was waiting for this day as i got to try out the DJ stuffs at Macpherson ITE hoho was kinda nervous but i'll get use to it :D and the others who have waiting for this day to come when results are being released. u know u did ur best! and u know u did well too. =] i support u all the way! and finally i wanna say, Congrats to Madeline handsome! haha she should know y. :D u made me proud =p haha lucky u didnt disappoint me :D. i'm impressed. good luck. all the way! u have my support haha.

misses~

2009-04-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

today was a boring day =\ not really much to talk about but since someone asked me to post like everydae even if its a hi and bye post =p so i will post lor. and nth to do now. =| today whole day handsome didnt online =| wonder wat handsome is doin =p haha. todae ate famous amos just reminds of me the old days when i was eatin famous amos and i was like forcing one of my friend to eat it, well u know who u are! =] it was hilarious =p that person should know wat i mean and why hahaha! i dont wan to make a shame of that person so yea =p i wont say out wat happen =] ok i'm off to do wat i do best. hmm chatting on msn and music~ :D bye all~

Madeline

2009-04-11T19:24:00.006+08:00

Miss Madeline is Handsome!
& she wants to be a famous handsome ballet boy, lets support her !
& she's tall! woah!
:D

she stole my pic! =[ and stole the one that made me look so dumb =p evil! her 1 so nice i take =p i got lots of hearts!

friends

2009-04-05T03:02:00.004+08:00

ok weirdly todae i'm gonna post =| and todae's post is about hmm let me see... ok friends. well some friends are meant to be but some are not. sometimes you may never choose to have that kind of friend but you dont really have a choice, somehow. some friends asked for numbers to ask lame stuffs and said its important which is irritating. some friends keep disturbing friends that are not interested in them. some friends wanted to force friends by using private number to call friends. some friends got new friends and they forget about the older friend they once had. some friends only call friends for the sake of doin it. some friends don't even call other friends which is in the same clique when they are goin out to have fun. some friends just leave some friends bored to death while they are having fun. some friends dont listen to wat other friends were saying and ignore them. some friends put girls in the first place as other friends talked to them, these friends would ignore those friends and talk to the girls first instead. some friends puts words into other's friends mouth. some friends make use of other friends to know abt other friends. some friends just ignores friends when these friends talked to them in the messenger. some friends ignores the comments that were suppose to be true for the sake of getting some stuffs. well friends all over the place, what i must say is, choose your friends wisely, those friends that were like "stated" above should know who they are. and those things stated above does happen and well of cause its the bad types of friends. most people would love a caring friend, 1 that would never leave them out while they are having fun and shares their problems with them. friends would just do whatever it takes to make a friendship last. well i guess thats all i got to say about friends in the moment. there are always lots more to say about friends abt how they behave. its kinda pathetic to know the flaws about friends and it would be amazing to know the good things about friends too. so explore the world and u will see wait i mean. thats all. bye everyone.

new start.

2009-01-25T23:11:00.001+08:00

wooo welcome all :D

i here by wish u all a happy chinese new year!

haha have fun!

1 wish~

2008-11-28T21:05:00.004+08:00

Bgl, i want to let u know wat it would b like for me to haf 1 wish,

If I had one wish, we would run away
Showing love all day.
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my wife.
If I had one wish, I'll wish i have flying powers
so that I could see you everyday.
If I had one wish, I would wish i was born
and live in the same place as you so I could see you everyday.

Hey Bgl, say you care for me cause
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything.

I'm a man of my words, baby.
I will never turn my back on you.
I will keep all my words just like how i promise.
I've never felt this way before,
I can tell that our love is real.
Love you to the max Hannah.<3

//Your bby<3

A promice meant to be kept <3

2008-11-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Bby i promice i will keep my word <3
i've never let someone down before so why should i now ?
i will always remember our promice that we did <3

- Hannah <33 || Miss you bro <3 says:
I Hannah promice that ill find u my bby no matter how old i am (: <3

- FaizaL <333 | 5th day. | says:
I, Faizal, promise that someday i will find my bgl no matter how old i am. =]

I never felt this way about someone i never met before <3
Love you Faizal <3>

// Your bgl <3

what u tink? =D

2008-11-27T16:09:00.008+08:00

★ EMI ` えみ says:
what you want me to write o.o

- FaizaL <333 |5th day.|says:
say wat u tink abt us(his gf & him) =x

COMPATIBLE.

fresh start.

2008-11-26T11:38:00.003+08:00

well i spend lots of time thinking, i finally realised its time to start a fresh. =] i'm gonna live happily now. guess the old days are gone. i dont need them anymore. all i got to say is i finally finish thinking abt it ystd night i'm nt sure what time but it feels great to be happy again =]. i will post more as soon as i got smth to post abt but for now i gonna live my life happily and learn to accept life~ =D

The promise we made
are meant to b kept.
<3

loves

2008-11-19T05:28:00.002+08:00

woah it is almost 1 month since i last posted. =/ now and todae will b the time i post 1 more haha, had been busy coz had work for 5 days, erm lets me juz say abt these 5 days. day 1, went to expo to get the job, so i n my friends went there to get this application form then get briefing then left for lan. then home. 2nd dae, we started work well it was tough but still can handle it =D i was the 1st 1 to sold everything out =x. 3rd day , work again but tis time we mixed all the models and help the rest to sell and did sell lots of the model. 4th dae, work again but its easier todae coz they closed the door once to avoid ppl from coming in haha so abit rest lor. 5th day, work again but tis time is onli packing and keeping stuffs i hate todae the most coz gt 1 ppl keep picking on me n my friends for no reason. =.= tats all.

i dont know wat else to do...
i dont want to tink of u anymore
coz thinking of u onli makes me hurt
but i tink u are worth the pain
lots of ppl are asking me to gib u up
but shuld i do it?
what is best for me?
sometimes i wonder too,
wat am i born for?
for me life is onli misery
but still i wan u to b by my side to colour up my life.
It is still my decision,
i am thinking wat to do now.
but still,
Be mine.

love.

2008-10-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

wow it has been 7 days since i last posted =/ well todae i'm here again posting =/. ok lets see, u told me to wait till end of oct and of coz i am doin it . but i see everything its like getting worse but i hope it will shine on the end of oct. i am doing everything u asked me to do but could i get the heaven i am searching for? i wonder but i hope i can coz i am still searching for it =] so wish me luck. now i am so tired, haven been sleeping well all along and also having a bad headache now but who cares? i will still sit here waiting for ur reply. till u go offline.

Be mine, smt.

devastated

2008-10-15T03:29:00.002+08:00

hello there.=/ well ystd was my bdae well enjoyed it thanks to daniel, jun han and partly wayne for the day haha. well kinda good ystd but nt really that good. btw thanks again both of u for the present, really appreciate it =]. but wait i dont tink is good is tat , even though its my bdae, i didnt even get to talk to u, u ignore me, everything i dont wan it to happen it happened . i feel so devastated. i dont know wat else to do. i'm so dissappointed in myself. i really wish tat i could spend yesterdae wib u. i do really wish to die now but i dont wan to coz i wanna wait till end of oct 1st. i wanna see wat is gonna happen. just to let u know, i am holding on real tight. i aint letting go.i believe my patience for u is still a castle. for me patience is a virtue but i dont know how long it will last coz everybody has their own limits.i could juz forget everything but wib 1 condition. juz treat me good. tats all.

Be mine, smt.

special

2008-10-14T00:40:00.002+08:00

well special day juz started for me arnd 41 mins ago? =/ its 12.41 now. well actually the special day isnt anything special to anyone else but it is to me coz its my birthdae =D but it seems like nth must has happened yet but i would love to share tis special day of mine wib u . if u are reading this. i onli haf 1 wish, it has nth to do wib my wants, like haf to pass my n lvls, haf a brand new tv, a new hp, a guitar or even a contact lens. its all abt u. my wishes are, we would be best friends, love would never end it would just begin, you be my boo, promise to love u, trust me i'll trust you, i'll make u my whole life, make u my wife. and spend the rest of my life wib u, only you. i wan to spend my time wib u 2molo. y dont u understand ... i wan to. lets see i'll call u 2molo and see wat u haf to say abt tis. =/ if u still gt nth to say i dont know wat to say. my life is meaningless without u. u bring colour into my life.

Be mine.

loves

2008-10-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hmm has been a very long time since i touched my blog again huh =/almost 1 month haha but never mind sorry didn't post often because gt nth to post if i post also its only about you(her). so yea . but i guess posting is better than not posting eh. =] so here i am again posting another post. ok some ppl know but some ppl dont know , my special day is coming in arnd 4 more days? =/ wat i wan arh... =/ nt so greedy la ehh i wan a new model psp which is model 3000 , a guitar , a wallet and a contact lens =X haha no la wat i wat for my special day is. onli to spend the day with you and only you but i know its juz a dream which will never come true. nvm btw time do travel fast huh =/ i was waiting for the end of oct to come and its onli down to 21 days till end of oct. the day i've been waiting for has finally come to a close i guess? haha . but really i cant lie abt missing you. i miss you alot. really feel like having 1 long chat wib u but yea... i did b4 told u my special 1 is u but i yet to say those 3 words to u coz i dont tink i haf the chance yet. but i wan to. how i wish i was with you. my one and only wish is u. only u. u shuld know who u are .

Love for u grew bigger and bigger.
Only you.
Very special 1, you.
Extraordinary girl.

You are the only 1 in my heart.
One and only i love this deep.
United as 1, together.

Forever
Only 1 who makes me smile.
Require you.
Everyday.
Very important.
Every second.
Rescue u even if it takes my life without a qualm.

Be mine.
Forever and ever.

2008-09-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

i dont know what have been goin on lately.

but u are acting strange.

if i did smth wrong plz tell me?

i dont know wat else to do.

talked to u but its rather like i'm talking to myself.

u needed motivation, well

everyone needs motivation in smth

and i do need motivation too now.

i need the motivation to think of better ways,

to make u like me . for everything to happen.

it really is heart broken-ing if someone u love the most,

didn't even give a damn abt u.

well u shuld understand wat i mean.

but if we werent meant to b together,

at least we could still b friends right? =/

u told me once b4 tat u believe feelings can be built up,

i guess tats the only way to built up the feelings.

i still love u like i always do

but its growing bigger

as days passes by.

Be mine.

loves.

2008-09-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

juz a short post for todae =/
kinda fallin sick.
was juz fine afew hrs ago
mayb i'm lovesick?
i dont know but baby i miss u so much.

Love you, princess .
Be mine.

1 Chance.

2008-09-21T21:28:00.003+08:00

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
I'd never let you go.

And I can't lie I'm missing you.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends

Love would never end, it would just begin

You would be my boo

Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you

We would run away

Making love all day.

I'd make you my whole life

And you'd be my wife.

Love you forever.

Be mine, princess.

Love...

2008-09-07T01:03:00.003+08:00

we don't need to go that far

let's hold on to where we are

if it's real we'll make it through

cause all i need is you

I know in my heart babe

My love for you will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby

baby, you have become my addiction

Babygirl you know you're

My only love

I'm so addicted to you, you're the sweetest drug

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

if you give me a chance

I'll keep us together whatever it takes, I know you deserve much better.

love...

2008-08-19T02:35:00.002+08:00

i just don't know what's going on to me now... i just cant sleep.. thinking of you. i want to know how are you? and everything about you... i just miss u a lot... like u r right here in my brain... u just wont let me rest in peace... i do wonder what if 1 day i go crazy? i don't know what to do... oh.. dear i miss u a lot...i just cant pull myself away under your spell... i cant bring myself nowhere but i just don't want to escape... i don't want to escape your clutch. i wan to stay by your side... it has been 78 days since i knew u... why cant u just fall into my life... r/s was never easy but i wish to get a chance to get what i want at least for once? but i guess it was all along a fat hope... but i wont give up.. i will keep holding on. i will wait for u . i just love u so much tat everything i do reminds me of u... during the exam yesterday i did very fast coz i know i have to do well for u... and i know i do fast then i go to sleep , who knows i have a chance to dream about u? well i did tat a lot of time.. how i wish the dream of u occurs every night. u are a true meaning for me to continue living for now coz before knowing u or before u enter my life i was a lost soul... having nowhere to go. having no one to trust so deeply , having no one to love. whenever u need anyone to talk to please come to me Smt... i will b waiting for u.

Photos!

2008-08-18T18:10:00.024+08:00

RIGHT! hi everyone xD todae's post is a photo post abt my frenz lol lets see the story =X

tis story is abt Joel =] playing Bike and falling like a hmm bird? =X
tis is a story abt my fren junhan(jh) lookin at phone =.=
tis is a story abt my fren daniel(dan) focused on the phone too =.=
tis is a story abt my fren wayne lol trying to act cool la he =X
tis is another story abt my fren wayne again drinking my fren, vanessa's green tea =/
tis is another story of my fren jh trying to talk =/
tis is another story abt my fren dan smiling for the cam =XI know its blur lol but FYI its a full moon tat is on saturdae =] sundae also haf but lazy take lol nice huh.

My Love..
i didnt sms u or call u these days

is coz i am waiting for u to do so...

i'm dying here waiting for u

but no one wont wait forever

i know what's at stake

i'm willing to do whatever it takes

to turn this around

please be my one and only..

loves

2008-08-16T11:54:00.004+08:00

yo watsup =/ , its been a long time since i posted smth lol coz i busy studying but like i study nth =.= btw ystd paper was SS, start at 2.30 so dan, jh and me went out early to haf breakfast and then play bball , played for so long lol till our skin all tio sunburnt =/ my skin redish lol but nvm looks nice =X after playin bball went to leo hse to find wayne then walked to sch , wooo dan smell real "nice" then took exam .. when i saw the paper i already so sleepy == so when i juz get the paper i fell asleep lol for 30min =/ then woke up by teacher and i continue doing the exam then done and slp back lol coz my eyes r like carrying a heavy skin =.= keeps closing so i juz closeed it haha till exam finish then home =/ nth better to do.

Loves~

i dont know wat to do anymore

coz every of my moves are blocked

i wish i could find a way to tell u

u are my everything and i cant live without u...

Love you.

2008-08-02T01:34:00.002+08:00

She needs support and I've become the crutch.

She'll never know how much she means to me.

Surrender: every word, every thought, every sound.

every touch, every smile, every frown.

all the pain we've endured until now.

all the hope that I lost you have found.

Surrender yourself to me.

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds.

Searching until my hands bleed,

This flower don't belong to me.

I never had the nerve to ask,

Has my moment come and passed?

I never had the nerve to ask....

Why don't u surrender yourself to me..?

Love you as always SaS

2008-07-31T14:42:00.007+08:00

Yo all xD, tis post is smth abt ystd =/

tis my my drawing i wanted to post ystd but left it in sch lol

i forgot when i draw this =/ but its my "Master Piece" =]

i know v ugly =.= coz i juz start drawing onli

its my 1st drawing =]

And earlier todae went for f&n lesson =/ sian like crazy whole 5 periods do 1 test paper and corrections =.= and my friend, vanessa, drew this "F" then i lazy write the rest so i juz shade this "F" xD
Then i told Joyce to write my name =X she did it xD

there it is =]
then had maths test on the last 2 periods =/

also v sian lol then i juz do finish my paper n draw =X

drew this =/ its imcomplete xD

shuld b complete wib something xD

shuld b completed 2molo

=]
Well mayb post more pics 2molo =X

coz i'll b drawing lol i guess

My love,

i was thinking if i mastered drawing

i could draw a portrait of u =]

so i could see ur lovely face

Everydae.

Love You as always =]

loves~ xD

2008-07-30T20:15:00.005+08:00

Yo all, xD

its a post on my last year's class photo =/

well u can probably guess where i am.

its me right in the front in the middle of the pic lol

hmm wat u tink of it?

CBOX PLZ =X

lol

Now lets chg topic =/ its back to u my love =]

I seem to have loved you

In numberless forms,

Numberless times,

In life after lifes,

In age after age

forever

Love You SAS =]

My love.

2008-07-23T15:37:00.002+08:00

My love;

u know i will do anything for u,

u know wat i said is true

i can promise u happiness

i really hope to b by ur side

i really hope to make u happy every second

i wont forget abt u even for 1 second

if onli u understand the situation i'm in.

I'll take a fall,

Take a shot for you .

mayb u are thinking tat i'm not even trying

but i'm trying my best

i'm giving u space n time to tink properly

i have loved u from the start.

i wish to b there for u ,

when u cry, i wish to dry ur tears for u

when u are laughing, i wish to share the laughter wib u

when u need someone to talk to, i wish i were there for u to talk to

when u need someone the most , i wish i were there for u

i really wish i were there for u for everything .

y dont u surrender urself to me?

i wan to get tis all from u,

Every word, every thought, every sound.

Every touch, every smile, every frown.

If you needs support and I'll become the crutch.

You'll never know how much you means to me.

Love u SAS

My wishes =/

2008-07-22T19:22:00.008+08:00

To my Dearest Princess;

well i wish u could haf a happy life

if u haf anything to say u can always look up to me

if u feel sad talk to me

i know u r sad now but i wanna make u happy like u never were

i promise i will make ur life great if u fall into my life

i wonder do i really stand a chance

i wonder will u say "yes"

i wonder wat u r doing now

i wonder if u love me or nt

but i know god put u infront of me

i gotta go for it.

disappointment will never end

my disappointment isnt ending too

all i need is someone on my side

and that someone is u=]

u shuld know who u are my princess

the reason i didnt talk to u is

i didnt wan to disturb u

i didnt wan to ur thinking

i dont wan to get in the wat or u thinking

i wan u to haf a good answer for me.

so y dont u answer me now

with the answer i wan.

i'm waiting for u

Love you

to the angel looking Girl =]

2008-07-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yea the girl shuld know who i'm refering to,

i will give u all the time u need to think

but gotta let u know

u are my everything.

i really need u by my side

u are an angel to me

always brighten my day

you are everything i need

juz to succeed ...

I really do love you.

To let u know now

u are being loved

and to tell u the truth

i dont care if u are ugly, fat or short..

(well which r are not)

all i care is feeling =]

having feeling for someone is enough

its not the looks

i love u for who u are

not for wat u are =]

so all of tat didnt matter

U shuld know who u are ♥SAS♥

Sleepless night.

2008-07-18T17:28:00.005+08:00

lol well cant slp last night guess wat i did =.=
torn a foolscap paper and started making hearts
lol made a total of 8 =/ and did tis at night lol

and well after tat design arnd it xD became like tis !

nice huh? lol specially for her!

Love u SAS! xD

loves and misses.

2008-07-17T19:18:00.001+08:00

I just wish everything could have turned out differently

I had a special feeling about you

I thought maybe you did too

You would understand, but…

No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart

You’ll always be my baby

I guess everything you said was a lie

I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes

Now I’m not even a thought in your mind

I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you

Loves SAS

emO...

2008-07-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

been emo todae =/

sitting by myself thinking

wats good abt life?

i found out tat its nth.

its pure torture to me.

life has its good and bad

i'm at the bad point.

waste my time on everything.

waste my time cre8ting emOMS

at last u didnt even come to play

u said u will support it but is it a load of crap?

i trust u.

i nv trust anyone b4.

u gain my trust n yet u gonna destroy it?

i dont know wat to say

but my feelings for u are for ever

i will try to tolerate.

Love you SAS

life sucks.

2008-07-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?

Why does every moment have to be so hard?"

The voice that came out from ur mouth,

I'll never get over.

Give me a chance?

i wish things would turn out perfect.

life sucks

how abt ending it ?

i'm nt sure...

i love you.

i hope u know

i hope u accept me.

i hope to b by ur side

Loves SAS

imissSASsomuch

2008-07-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

You know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh
and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm going through,
I just Can't Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day,
Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream
And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You,
I just can't smile.
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.
Well I'm finding it hard to communicate with you.

I Miss you

I Love you

SAS you are my everything.

torn and throw all arnd..

2008-07-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

once again u tear me down like an old abandoned house. leaving me to feel i'm all alone. i cant smile without u.. mayb i was juz borned to tell u , i love u? i hope to talk to u seeing ur beautiful handwriting and also of coz i wish to meet u and talk to u on the phone real soon so tat i can see ur beautiful face n hear ur sweet voice.. i miss you so much.. i love you alot. i cant do anything without u plz b mine...
I love you *SAS*

Built up once again xD

2008-07-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

build me up once again =] thank you but i need ur love. thx for keeping me company but i really wan to tell u the truth but i tink its a little too early to tell u all these =/ u dont understand , i gt feelings for u , when u r near i feel like im in heaven and when i'm talking to u i feel like i was there hanging in the skies. Days come and go but my feelings for u are forever. u cant change the fact but i'm not sure will u accept the facts.

Love you *SAS*

what's going on my love?

2008-07-13T12:35:00.005+08:00

Everyday, when i woke up. i already started thinking of u.. i really need u by my side. and i still rmb we usually talk even if its not so much u did at least replied most of my chat , i rmb tat time at night i spent it wib u till 12+ on msn , i feel like i'm in heaven coz i felt so happy spending time wib u but wat's happening now is tat u didnt even reply most of my conversation. it really breaks my heart.. i really wish this world would b a better place , how i wish u were here wib me now. didnt know if i didnt haf u to talk to would hurt so much.. i'm really torn and fallen and i really need ur lovely hands to pick me up and to build me up once again.

Love You *SAS*

Good things.?

2008-07-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

I try to see the good in life. But good things are hard to find. how i hope i can finally find happiness wib her one dae. i know we will b happy together so juz trust me for once? lets try? i dont know =/ but i'll do almost anything for u and i mean almos anything to win your heart. love you SAS.

speechless.

2008-07-06T02:31:00.002+08:00

todae went out wib daniel to walk arnd n haf fun . we 1st went to hougang to eat then came back to serangoon met up wib joel then guo jie then folo guo jie to bus stop coz he wore 3 quater shorts tat cant go in the ignite concert =.= then daniel folo him back n pang seh me =.= went to somewhere n slack alone. then daniel came back we drank bubble tea then went to 7-11 to buy smth to slack n eat. then called wayne and after tat we noticed daniel psp was missing. we all ran different way to find the psp but he kinda rmb he left it on a bench outside of macdonalds went back n the psp wasnt there =/ really sad for him. while all these happen, its really a busy time but, u will nv leave my mind. wat ever i do it reminds me of u. kinda get the best out of me to do the job. but nt in studies i nt sure y =.= but u can chg it. sure u can. u could make me a better person.

torn apart..

2008-07-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

really felt torn apart. i wanna b by her side. its juz tat she doesnt wat to help herself by letting me hear her probs. i really wan to know as i care for u. i do care for u. and i do know the pain tat u felt coz i went through them b4. i told u. but... i dont know wat u r thinking but ur acts torn my heart apart. really hurts..so much..

Start of smth new?

2008-07-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

sry did post for the past few days =/ busy wib sch . lol could this b the start of smth new in my life? i somehow dont know y i sense smth good is gonna happen =] but i'm nt sure when or wat will happen n who will b involved in this happiness. but things wont chg str8 to the best part right? =/ i dont know y all the things i hate revolve arnd me. how i wish this smth good happen real fast like it was now? lol really miss you SAS cant forget abt u for a minutes , not even for a second. u r always in my mind n my heart. u wont escape from it. u will nv coz u will always b in my heart. there will always b a large space for u in my heart. i really need u.

The biggest regret?

2008-06-27T02:55:00.002+08:00

well yea this could b my biggest regret as i was talking to joyce on msn i waited for her reply then she dc-ed then i lied down at my bed while waiting for her to re-0nline thn reply me and of coz i lied down on my bed to wait for *SAS* to online too but guess wat i fell asleep from 5+ 6+ till now i woke up n was like WTF? zz waste a chance to talk to *SAS* regretted alot =[ but nvm there is always a tomorrow but i guess i'm running out of tomorrows. Sometimes i just hate myself for being so useless guess tis is now. I'm useless.

Love You *SAS*

wtf? what a beautiful lie.

2008-06-26T18:48:00.003+08:00

yea well got lied i guess really hate it .. talked to someone i liked on msn then said its ok if i sms her while she is schooling but i did sms 3 times but wat i get? totally NOTHING. i really hate wat is happening to me =/ i really wish u would treat me better.
Love you *SAS*

Sorry.

2008-06-25T19:29:00.002+08:00

sorry i didnt post for the past few daes again =/ been busy thinking abt her =/ and sorry if i did anything wrong to you. but i wonder y wont you treat me like how i treated you? what i'm getting is juz pure crap i wanted more. i juz want you to at least treat me as a friend, but y wont things i wished for happens?
Life sucks

opps? sry xD

2008-06-21T16:58:00.001+08:00

opps lol sori i didnt post for the past few days again been busy and didnt really use com xD onli use to play game awhile hmm even though i'm busy i never forget abt her =/ always in my mind everything i do reminds me of her. haiz.. how i hope she knows how i feel for her n she haf the feeling for me too. no point saying all these , i cant help but wait . and wait. till tat 1 dae i will win her heart .
Loves.

Breathless..

2008-06-18T04:17:00.003+08:00

opps sori i didnt post for afew days already , been busy wib my games n thinking of her. well i went walking at some mall then i went to meet the girl i like xD but i lied to her. i didnt tell her i was there looking for her. nt long later i headed str8 home onli to see her n go home =/. well i wonder how will she ever know i haf the feelings for her. y dont she share her problems wib me? i wan to hear them and help them get better and give advice. i will do almoz everything to take care of u . plz understand me .
Love u.

l0ve~

2008-06-15T18:57:00.002+08:00

my love i cant forget abt u even for a second. you are always in my mind and my heart i cant stop thinking abt u. everytime i looked up to the sky i saw a star near the moon how i wish if i was the moon u will b my star. If i could name u i would name u REI so u could b next to ME and if i could chg the order of the alphabets i would put u next to i so we could together. i really miss u.

loves~

2008-06-14T03:53:00.004+08:00

i sometimes wonder wat i haf done to deserve wat im getting now.. i guess i'll chg for the good from now on.. i dont wan karma to come after me now. but my love for u, will i come to regret it 1 dae? i wonder tis but i know i wont but i wonder too wat haf i done to deserve such a wonderful girl if i get u? its such a miracle for me to even know u as a friend, for tis i thank my god for doin this but wont god let her heart b mine? wat's crush to do? i wonder.. life is full of mystery but got to answer the mystery our ownself . i'm yet finding the reason i'm living in tis world.. is it worth it? i find no reason to live in the world if i cant get the girl i wan coz i didnt get any girl tat i'm attracted to.. totally unfair huh? well tats my life unfair n miserable yet waiting for that someone to heal me up. I cant believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down. but i know 1 dae i will get wat i wan answers and the most important thing in my life. You are the one who makes me happy when i talked to u and u replied so happily but when u haf moodswings u didnt talk to me, reply my smses and didnt answer my calls , it hurts me alot it shatters my heart to piece and lead me to moodswing too.. i need u now and i'll b here for u and u know that juz talk to me when u haf problems k?

Tc baby , i will miss u and my love for u will never die. NO!

IMY + ILY

2008-06-13T14:08:00.002+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

Love Love~

2008-06-13T13:16:00.002+08:00

haiz.. life's miserable =/ cant xplain it , its just pure misery. she keeps blaming herself for who or what is she , like her looks , height, weight... i dont care abt all these as all that matters is the feeling i haf for you. and the way u are, its not your fault u knew that.

She's a pretty girl , she's always falling down and i tink i just fell in love with her.a sad and lonely girl.. Quit crying your eyes out, baby come on.

u are everything in my life i nid u..

withhhhhhhhloveeeeeee{♥}

I Loveeeeeee u~!

2008-06-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

well finally found a light in my life, a true meaning for me to continue living well yea its her. i wont mention her name here xD but i'm deeply in love in her =] shes everything good in my life she fills up my empty spaces. she is everywhere in my mind n my heart. how i wish she would know how i feel for her =/ . but nvm one day she will, nth to do but to stay close to her for now , being her good friend =] trying to get her to share probs so i can help her =/ well getting moodswings too nowadays so dont blame me if i accidently vent my anger on u but i wont vent anger on her , i also kinda hate myself so being so useless i'll try to chg for the best. =] Wish me luck wib my life n wib the girl xD Ty

withhhhhhhhloveeeeeee{❤}

LoveeeeeeeS~

2008-06-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I wont live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

LoveD- Fall For You By Secondhand Serenade

Fun xD

2008-04-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

ystd went out wib daniel , wei jie and jun han to hougang mall , we 1stly decided to study , but i didnt bring home my book so onli jun han n daniel brought the book along i and wei jie arrived 1st then we decided to go to the arcade to play xD then wayne came to find us n go away =.= then we went to LJS to eat then play psp then after that went to my hse n play psp again xD that was fun =P
Todae went out wib my bro go cycling , cycle to kovan n bought a basketball xD then cycle back to serangoon play basketball xD 1st there was a small boy he stand so near that we dont dare to shoot to avoid the ball from hitting the head =/ then 1 family came then we played together 3v4 =/ i not planning to win coz their team is full of girls =.= i dun bully girl =X haha so gave chance =]

Loves & Misses
Tc

sick =/

2008-04-25T17:55:00.002+08:00

todae didnt go to sch as i'm sick =/ mr tang called my mum in the morning not goin to doctor coz still got medicine xD nth much to do at home , =/ eat eat eat n see anime n nth else see anime till no more episode to see r =/ joyce helped me make my friendster xD its so nice man i love it xD Thanks Joyce Tay xD woo woke up n cant walk properly lol tired tink coz of ystd 2.4 =/ muscle ache =/

Loves & Misses
Tc

Tired again lol

2008-04-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

todae nth much happen at sch as usual =/ sian at class nth to do =/ f&n really freakin boring man wa lao zzz cook cook cook =/ 3 dishes =/ idiot say my custard doesnt sound nice =.= irritated sia not easy sia get those recipies , i become her techer see how she survive r i tell u =X lol todae was excited coz got 2.4 xD ran at start get 1st then last rnd andy caught up =/ then zi meng then i folo his pace then too tired i gave up that makes me 3rd at the last moment =/ then at the last few meters i ran as fast as i can draining out my energy chased up to zi meng xD won him by 1 sec lol position 2 xD proud haha

Still in my mind my love...
Loves & misses
Tc

nothing much...

2008-04-23T18:07:00.002+08:00

haha todae nothing much happened at sch really nth =/ feel happy for joyce for smth haha todae during f&n gerald and elroy cooked hmmm *sniff* smells great haha really nice decoration =/ i , jun hao, pak cheong, joel and dunno who else ate the chocolate chips wooo heavenly man lol can grow fat like wayne in no time if i'm trapped in a room wib those chocolate chips lol really melts in my mouth man lol power!

Loves & misses
Tc

Hyper~!

2008-04-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

lol todae feeling much better haha lessons went great but the cme lesson was great coz i suddenly gone hyper to jin yi lol keep disturbing her guess she is irritated =/ sori if irritated u

Loves & Misses
Tc

Broken hearts parade

2008-04-21T16:30:00.004+08:00

- Broken Hearts Parade - Broken Hearts!~+Welcome to Broken Hearts Parade+~! - Broken Hearts Parade -
Its juz a funeral march for love todae =/
heart broken ystd smth really bad happen =/
over come the problem todae
they told me to stop emo-ing but i cant stop tinking abt u
its really a hard move....
but i will try
u will always b my best fren forever =]
even though i cant b by ur side
its ok....
juz for u to b happy i did it all
Tc & u may nv leave my heart
u will b the onli 1 in my heart

I Love You Baby....

2008-04-20T10:57:00.002+08:00

ystd went out to hougang point wib daniel n jun han to study maths =/ after a few hrs we went to eat then jun han got to go so we pei him wait for bus n off he go xD then i and daniel slack at 1 block till i called chris so that i could folo him out coz i had nth to do =/ so i went home chg n come out again and went to plaza singapura and meet Jin Yi , Christopher and Pak Cheong =] walked arnd till 9.20+ they went to cathay to watch fobidden kingdom n i didnt buy the ticket so i waited outside for 2 hrs playing psp then walked wib them n gone home reached home arnd 12+ i guess =/
To my loved 1....
baby i really love u...
i cant stop tinking abt u
even for 1 second
y dont u treat me like how i treat u?
u broke my heart over n over again
it really hurts
but i will still hold on
i wont stop till i'm by ur side...

Jin Yi....
haha answer my call wib chris phone huh
still dun wan tell me where it is lol
then u laugh , laugh summore =X
haha really enjoyed goin out wib u
ystd haha had so much fun =]
lets do it again somedae xD
Tc

great yet a bad day =/

2008-04-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

the dae went on really great todae until those that really pissed me off like those fcuker that is doin her work n i told her wow u did ur work r? she said got problem? i was saying everything in a kind tone then i say no y? then she say no then hong kan la.. cb ppl feel like slapping her but i hold back... i'm a gentleman i dun hit girls but dun push it till the limits when i nid to do it when i'm really pissed off....

Jin Yi...
I though u had cough till ur tears roll
but i'm mistaken...
plz tell me wat happened
i'm worried and i wanna know
Please take care
if u nid somebody to talk to i'll b here ALWAYS
Tc

nothing much =/

2008-04-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

todae during lesson nth much really happen juz that lots of teacher pick on me todae =/ totally sucks but nvm xD went to play basketball after sch =/ bored played till 5.30 i guess then went to wait for bus , daniel and jun han pei me =/ then took my bus and Home =/

Jin Yi...
R u sure u r ok?
i'm really worried...
plz tell me the truth
i'll b by ur side
in any situation
Tc

fallin sick =/

2008-04-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

todae sch pass by boring for me as the 1 i love didnt come to sch =P yea its u Jin Yi haha lessons are boring as usual =/ really bored nth much happen at sch todae =/ i'm goin to pei u jin yi i'm gonna fall sick too =/ really sucks to fall sick huh wats more is MYE is near huh =/

Jin Yi...
Really missed u =/
Y muz u fall sick? =/
Please take care of urself
and please take ur medicine =]
Tc

=] Lovely =P

2008-04-15T15:42:00.002+08:00

during pe todae we played smth else finally huh but its more tiring =/ 1st we run 2 rnds then do crunch i guess lol then 2 rnds again then push up then 2 rnds again then skipping rope then 2 rnds again then do dunno wat lol but its a good dae xD went back class for maths lesson then studied =/ mt do test then maths again study again then geo copy =/ then chem wow its was like damn boring but its no choice nid pay attention then went to cme do maths then half way through the maths paper i went to mt room to take my oral exams then went to canteen thinking that daniel would b there but its surprising to know that there is Jin Yi there xD went to walk together outside of sch then daniel got pulled away =/ i pei Jin Yi , guo jie and shi lin to take bus then went to take bus wib leonard xD so happy todae talked so much to jin yi =X haha

Jin Yi...
so happy talked to u so much
but u seems stressed up
i'm sori i'm not good enough to cheer u up =/
Tc

I Love You~

2008-04-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

todae at sch during pe lesson its the stupid pe teacher again wib the stupid floorball =/ everytime floorball floorball floorball damn it dont she get bored of it? man is wat she can do is teach floorball? she sucks =/ nth much happen at sch went home and slack and watch show then went out to cycle when i called wayne he say sure but he didnt answer my call afterwards =.= wat a fat pig .... so i went down n do my hw then cycle arnd and Home at last =/

Jin Yi...
now u know that i love u =p
i will nv let u go
i will chase u till the cliffs =X
juz wanna let u know that IMY =]
Tc & Loves

bored

2008-04-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm nth much to post for todae =/ was sitting at home and stoning when my mum asked me to go out and buy food so we went to mac to buy food and went home to eat hmm super full xD ate mac spicy , no one can go out todae i guess since its sundae which is known as a family day ... sitting at home is boring i wish someone would call me up to go out =/

Jin Yi...
how was the party ystd?
hope u enjoyd it
i really really wish to join u
but i didnt get info abt it =/
really sori
Tc

Outing xD

2008-04-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

Todae woke up arnd 8+ and went to slp again and woke up at 9+ and slp again then daniel called me n woke me up arnd 9+ goin 10 coz they asked me out so i went wib them went to amk hub to play arcade then went to plaza sing to play pool at monster cue xD daniel , jun han , joel played pool me and wei jie sat at the sofa playin psp after that wei jie went home , i , daniel , joel and jun han went to mac to sit down n slack sat down n eat ice cream lol then joel went home and ju han went to his mama shop then me and daniel went over to my place to play ps2 then he go home arnd 7+ i guess then my mum asked me out then i went out to kovan to walk walk then went to plaza sing then walked to panisular (dunno how spell) then walked back to plaza sing then bought drink and went home haha its a long dae for me =]

Jin Yi...
sori i didnt went to ivan's party
i wanted to coz i wanna see ur lovely face
but i didnt know where it is
really sori i missed the fun
i promise this wont happen again
Tc

Berserk

2008-04-11T19:17:00.004+08:00

Todae's tittle is abit different then the rest coz the past few post i had nth for the tittle n i really feel tired like i am todae too xD hmm berserk.. means to become very angry and violent in a crazy way ... thats wat happened todae .. yea its wat u tink i've gone bersek in class =/ and i got my own reasons lots of troubl todae =/ 1stly in canteen there is 2 stupid lamer boys 1 fat and 1 thin play with water =.= then the fat 1 run nv see bang me and the skinny 1 juz throw water even though i was there then i stare at the boy then he faced away n say not me and poiniting but i still stare him then he said sorry its was like wtf la he did smth wrong n he said not him =.= of coz for me REVENGE WILL BE SEEK i needed to go to mosque to pray... i didnt do mdm leck's assignment and she said no one is goin home without handing in the assignment =/ i needed to go so i wanted to guai lan her so i said bye bye mdm leck xD then i walked out slowly then she pulled my shirt n say come back here so i went in and she said wat we u doin ? u haven done my assignment now show me wat haf u done so far. i said well i did smth before recess but it went missing after recess. she didnt hear properly then she said then show me wat u've done. then i said its gone how do i show u? then say its ur own problem then i said yea so i still cant show u the work done then she said its ur own responsiblility to take care of ur own work =/ mind says "CRAP this lecture again" then i said ya la ya la in a low voice to let her tink i'm losing then she said u mayb go then i walked out of the class n slammed the door then she went out to find me but guess wat she is too slow =/ so i went outside then went to meet daniel & wei jie at the coffee shop then went back to sch n played basketball really tired xD and HOME xD

Jin Yi...
let me ask u smth
do u care if i dunno wat to say?
coz u can see i'm always saying lame things to u
but i still search a topic to make our bond better
i'm trying to make us a better fren =]
Tc

TIRED

2008-04-10T20:25:00.005+08:00

todae lesson as usual at sch when mdm leck gone berserk =/ and asked christopher to leave the class lol well after sch went home n chg and went out to play badminton wib wayne and kenrick xD its was fun we all had fun there xD my arm hurts for no reason and wayne leg hurts coz i made him run too much =X haha after that we went to Long John Silver(LJS) to eat =/ i ate grilled fish wib rice n salad and drink it costs me $7.45 =/ its quite ex huh =/ but it doesnt matter xD

Jin Yi...
U r curing real fast xD
good that u r
but i'm fallin sick =/
but watever u do
PLZ take care
i'll help u in ever situation u r in
I PROMISE

Tired x.x

2008-04-09T16:52:00.004+08:00

hmm todae is a tiring dae for everyone i guess =/ everyone was like so tired including me of coz i was so damn tired that i yawned for almoz every lesson =/ nth to do todae at sch tio nag by mrs Joseph =/ i seriously didnt know that the topics given was for a MOCK exam =.= thought it was for MYE =/ so i didnt know how to do ,the class got lecture from her =/ i got 10 1/2 for the test xD not bad huh for a person that didnt studied =]

Jin Yi...
Looks like u r getting better =]
thats great to hear
i'm getting better too
but dun forget to continue taking medicine
till u r fully cured =]
Ok for now
I'm gonna crash

Night all =X

Sick day =/

2008-04-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

Lots of ppl fallin sick todae i guess =/ , even myself... i start off with flu =/ i dun like flu the most as its really irritating that it makes me breath hardly =/... Todae played floorball again =/ kinda bored of it already , every mondae n tuesdae on pe lessong its floorball =.= its hot =/ got meeting after sch =.= dun really know wat it is but i stay there for the sake of attending the meeting =/
Home - i sleep like for almost the whole dae =/ watched Ellen's show coz they invited Flo Rida and he went there n sang Low xD its nice =]

Jin Yi...
Looks like u r still sick huh =/
i'm coming for u
i'm falling sick too =/
together we can b sick =X
juz take care of urself
take medicine when its time to
k?
btw u promised me xD
Take Care

Floorball again =/

2008-04-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

yo watsup ... todae during pe lesson we played floorball again =/ to play safe tis time so that my fingers dont get injured again =/ and to play safe was to stay away from Joel =X (he was like goin berserk) so i played far from him =/ its a really tiring dae that after i played floorball someone said that i juz took a bath = I

Jin Yi...
Still sick huh? =[
Sad for u
take care of urself k?
promise me that plz?
thanks =]