Tuesday, August 19, 2008
2:35 AM
i just don't know what's going on to me now... i just cant sleep.. thinking of you. i want to know how are you? and everything about you... i just miss u a lot... like u r right here in my brain... u just wont let me rest in peace... i do wonder what if 1 day i go crazy? i don't know what to do... oh.. dear i miss u a lot...i just cant pull myself away under your spell... i cant bring myself nowhere but i just don't want to escape... i don't want to escape your clutch. i wan to stay by your side... it has been 78 days since i knew u... why cant u just fall into my life... r/s was never easy but i wish to get a chance to get what i want at least for once? but i guess it was all along a fat hope... but i wont give up.. i will keep holding on. i will wait for u . i just love u so much tat everything i do reminds me of u... during the exam yesterday i did very fast coz i know i have to do well for u... and i know i do fast then i go to sleep , who knows i have a chance to dream about u? well i did tat a lot of time.. how i wish the dream of u occurs every night. u are a true meaning for me to continue living for now coz before knowing u or before u enter my life i was a lost soul... having nowhere to go. having no one to trust so deeply , having no one to love. whenever u need anyone to talk to please come to me Smt... i will b waiting for u.
