Saturday, June 14, 2008
3:53 AM
i sometimes wonder wat i haf done to deserve wat im getting now.. i guess i'll chg for the good from now on.. i dont wan karma to come after me now. but my love for u, will i come to regret it 1 dae? i wonder tis but i know i wont but i wonder too wat haf i done to deserve such a wonderful girl if i get u? its such a miracle for me to even know u as a friend, for tis i thank my god for doin this but wont god let her heart b mine? wat's crush to do? i wonder.. life is full of mystery but got to answer the mystery our ownself . i'm yet finding the reason i'm living in tis world.. is it worth it? i find no reason to live in the world if i cant get the girl i wan coz i didnt get any girl tat i'm attracted to.. totally unfair huh? well tats my life unfair n miserable yet waiting for that someone to heal me up. I cant believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down. but i know 1 dae i will get wat i wan answers and the most important thing in my life. You are the one who makes me happy when i talked to u and u replied so happily but when u haf moodswings u didnt talk to me, reply my smses and didnt answer my calls , it hurts me alot it shatters my heart to piece and lead me to moodswing too.. i need u now and i'll b here for u and u know that juz talk to me when u haf problems k?
Tc baby , i will miss u and my love for u will never die. NO!
