I don't know what have been going on with me for these days.
I don't know how to put it to words.
I don't know what's the truth and what is not.
I don't know how things turned out this way.
How could this happen to me :|
I'm sick of my life, seriously.
For everything i seek for the truth.
Its no use lying cause the bitter truth is still the best.
I don't know what else to say :\
i'm so devastated, ha.
I'm still lost, in which i have to pick
* A life of happiness
OR
* A life of meaning;
we all can't have both.
I'm lost once again, please guide me home now. :(
woohoo~
its time to post again guess
hmm i got my haircut at like ehh saturday?
before school started
was kinda fun at school :D
today went out with Joyce, Feng Jie and Joel
went to serangoon mac 1st then went to bishan then joel had to go off
then went taking 53 loop back to serangoon and home~
really tired now
i guess i should be sleeping now instead of blogging lol!
lastly, lets see my new hairstyle shall we? credits to :Joyce; camera woman and Joel; phone's owner..JPG)
woo has been a long time since i last posted eh?
hmm lets see what is the changes so far
i got my iphone, yea with anti glare screen protector finally
hmm got my mp3 sony walkman like long ago :x love it :D
hmm nothing much la actually
just now went to amk with gj to do his things
then my phone rang, wow?
i was shocked to see who called me HAHA!
ok la hmm then went over to meet S.
sorry uh gj ps you :\
hmm S wanted to eat as she was hungry
but she's kinda sick TOO like me lol!
yet still eating spicy and cold stuff
like i did too :\
and the guy too away my fork i got nothing to eat
the fries with
so only S had the fork :x
so we ate the fries with that 1 fork
S was so kind to feed me every fries with mayo :D
hahaha thanks S! :D
then yea off we go~ :D
hohoho
i don't know what else to post about :\
To my dearest Angel;
i didn't forget what you have today,
its just that i didn't even realise its Sunday today :\
so just don't anyhow think k? hahaha
i'm rally touched when you remember i said i want to buy iphone
cause it really long ago :]
all the words that i said, i meant it,
and i will strive for what you asked me to do
i'll try to get to poly for you,
next week we must meet! :]
i'll be waiting to meet you
i'm dying to hear your voice
i'm dying to see your beautiful face
my heart is screaming out of me saying it wants you
you stole my heart, i will steal yours too :]
march we will get our couple contact lens :]
can't wait hahaha
i hope what i have been waiting all along
will finally come true :D
nights all
school tomorrow, gotta start working hard.
POST 109! hahaha!
my fav number :p
alright lets begin, erm
today didn't went school
as i had a really bad stomach ache :\
it got better haha
went out with mum to plaza sing to catch 2012
woo the show is quite nice eh hahaha
i love the song time for miracles! hahaha
even though i got it before i seen the movie :p
hmm and as some of you know i got a new pet kitten!
and haha finally today she's gonna show up! hahah
enjoy the pictures! :]
thats all for now! hahaha
i love the last picture alot though
looks really cute and innocent! hahaha
wahaha
getting more stressful
as day passes by
nearer to end of school
which is good but stressful
presentation and stuffs, zzz
today was suppose to hand in high res
i chiong all the way then my rendering got error
says what not enough memory for "sun01"?
then i ask "someone" still say
"now then you come to me saying you lighting has error,
there's nothing i can do about it." wtf?
please la you higher rank than the whole class leh
you know what i mean la, you still say can't help?
then what for have that rank?
if you don't help students then who help us?
today need do high res of course today then render la
then cannot meh? got wrong? cannot help?
aiya this just tell me, teacher all sucks la
SUCKS TO THE CORE!
i rather not be on anyone side now
i would rather help others transfer comp then looking
at your stupid face anymore la.
morning so good mood
then afternoon what?, pms? then suddenly shout here and there
zzzz stupid la.
so stress and diasppointed,
got reason 1 all of these.
yet gotta bottle all of it up.
this 1 i also don't care about that person
so i rather not bottle this 1 up
who gives a shit! :|
and one more thing~
i wish my princess,ALICIA
will come back asap!!
:c i miss her alot alot!!
come back next month come back k?
i will be waiting for you! :D
take care there. always missing you.
and to my ANGEL,
i hope you will be back next week,
i know you might not be reading this
but well... i just don't know what else to say
you should know everything le ba hahaha.
take care too.
woops sorry for not posting for awhile
i went mia-ing :p
only some people knew where i gone to
but who cares anyway
i met my angel!! :D
she looked so lovely :D
sorry to say that there's no picture :p
even if i have theres no need to show hahaha!
i love the pictures~ :D (if there's any :x)
and here's a story, just a random one
When i'm lonely I always would want to hear to your voice so that I
will just feel so much better hearing and i believe that you would love
to make people happy, I'm sure lots of people around you admire you,
and some even think that you were so good that they called you Angel.
shall not say what happen while i'm mia-ing too :p
might not be good anyway hahaha
or it might be the best! :D
take care people.
Hello guys~
back to blog again hhaahah
recently have been really busy
school sucks, shall not elaborate on that
anyways i started play back CS:S
:D wanted back there.
guess "-PuRe-Scofield!!!™" is back in the team guys!
hahaha i'm lucky to have loyal clan mates though
like st3alth? eric? vengen? there's still some
well i can't probably list them all right hahah!
eric made this spray, i think its really nice
and what is on that is real ok :x
Main leader :D
so good to be back
i would say that my skill has been rusty :\
spent afew days to brushed it up
and now its as good as new :D
killing people as normal
getting all headshots!
starting it was all with desert eagle
then after that it began to spread and ownage! :p
now using awp to really kick some ass :D
love this gun the most though hhaha
ok anyway, its really late
maybe i should get some rest :D
nights guys~
